Man.ip.u.lation//

To manipulate means: to manage or influence skillfully, especially in an unfairmanner: to manipulate people's feelings.

Looking back I have noticed the times in my life that I have been talked into something, I'm not talking about plain ol' Peer Pressure, I'm talking about pure manipulation. My biggest regret is because of this tactful skill.

My biggest question is WHY? 

WHY do they do it?

WHY did I not realize what was going on?

WHY did it happen to me?

I get so hurt by the fact that somebody could actually take advantage of a person like that. I was sincere and honest, kind and forgiving, but obviously none of that mattered. I told you my opinions and you just ignored them. I did everything I thought would make it better, you took advantage. My feelings..? Plain and simple. Hurt.


My biggest regret. I learned a lot and I am going to take those things I have learned and run with them. I will never go back to that place. Never going back to unhappy, unsure.


I'm happy now. So happy. No more regrets after this. 


I will not be..manipulated..ever again.