Man.ip.u.lation//

To manipulate means: to manage or influence skillfully, especially in an unfairmanner: to manipulate people's feelings.

Looking back I have noticed the times in my life that I have been talked into something, I'm not talking about plain ol' Peer Pressure, I'm talking about pure manipulation. My biggest regret is because of this tactful skill.

My biggest question is WHY? 

WHY do they do it?

WHY did I not realize what was going on?

WHY did it happen to me?

I get so hurt by the fact that somebody could actually take advantage of a person like that. I was sincere and honest, kind and forgiving, but obviously none of that mattered. I told you my opinions and you just ignored them. I did everything I thought would make it better, you took advantage. My feelings..? Plain and simple. Hurt.


My biggest regret. I learned a lot and I am going to take those things I have learned and run with them. I will never go back to that place. Never going back to unhappy, unsure.


I'm happy now. So happy. No more regrets after this. 


I will not be..manipulated..ever again. 

"There's A First Time For Everything"

There's a first time for everything. Well, this is one of my firsts, my first blog. I have thought about starting one of these for a while. It always seemed like a good idea, a good outlet. So here it is. First off i just want to apologize for the simplicity of all of this. I will get the hang of it soon and I will make sure everything i do has some kind of personality. One of my goals with this blog is not to have it be another facebook or twitter, just a way for people to dive into Kaitlyn's head, which could be an interesting thing because I'm all over the place. Well welcome to all of you who are generous enough to spend your time reading this. Hopefully I will be able to write about things that keep you interested. I would love hearing your input or anything that is on your mind as well.

 

Let the show begin...